NEW YORK (AP) 鈥 As the COVID-19 vaccine began distributing more widely in early 2021, California-raised singer-songwriter Jensen McRae affectionally joked in a tweet that Phoebe Bridgers would release a song in two years about 鈥渉ooking up in the car while waiting in line to get vaccinated at Dodger Stadium.鈥
Bridgers didn鈥檛 release the song, but McRae did. As took off, she threaded of herself singing 鈥渁 preemptive cover." penned by McRae in Bridgers' contemplative style, was released in full within two weeks.
鈥淚t was a perfect storm,鈥 McRae, 27, told The Associated Press. 鈥淚 was parodying Phoebe Bridgers who was becoming world famous in that exact moment. ... I was also writing about this topic that everyone was thinking about constantly because we were in lockdowns." Bridgers reposted the video, writing simply: 鈥渙h my god.鈥
The song preluded McRae's debut EP, released in 2021, and album, in 2022, which led to touring gigs with and . Last year, she signed with Dead Oceans, the same record label that represents Bridgers. McRae's sophomore album, the folk-pop 鈥淚 Don鈥檛 Know How, But They Found Me!,鈥 is out Friday.
The title is a reference to 鈥淏ack to The Future,鈥 her favorite movie. It's a line of dialogue said by scientist Doc Brown just before he falls in a hail of bullets, causing protagonist Marty McFly to flee back in time in Brown's rigged DeLorean.
鈥淎t the end of the movie 鈥 which, there鈥檚 no spoilers, because this movie鈥檚 40 years old 鈥 you find out (Doc) was wearing a bulletproof vest the whole time. And that to me sort of is what my 20s have been like. There are all these events that are happening that feel like they should take me out, but I just keep standing up anyway," McRae said. 鈥淭hat's kind of the narrative of the album.鈥
Resilience has long been a motif in McRae鈥檚 songwriting. Her debut album, 鈥淎re You Happy Now?鈥, deftly tackled sexual predators and racist microaggressions with poetic meditations on identity, love, growth and beauty. On the album鈥檚 most-streamed song, the ballad 鈥淢y Ego Dies in the End,鈥 she sings, 鈥淚f I don鈥檛 write about it, was it really worth it?鈥
"There鈥檚 this quote that I can鈥檛 cite, but someone said, as a writer, you鈥檝e experienced enough by the age of 25 to have writing material for the rest of your life. I don鈥檛 know if everyone agrees with that statement, but I certainly do,鈥 McRae said. It鈥檚 years of practice, and reflection, that have brought clarity to those experiences.
鈥淚 Don鈥檛 Know How But They Found Me!鈥 is composed of songs McRae wrote throughout her early 20s, in the wake of one relationship and the rise and fall of another. She finished the album last spring in North Carolina with producer Brad Cook, a collaborator of , and . The 10 days they spent on the record, McRae said, were 鈥渁 master class.鈥
鈥淛ensen flat out blew me away on every single level," said Cook, who met McRae for the first time when she arrived for the session. 鈥淚 got a master class from her as well, frankly. Jensen's just so organized, emotionally and spiritually, it was just really easy to go where the songs needed to go."
of McRae singing the first verse of her song 鈥 ," accrued millions of TikTok views in the fall of 2023, well before it was released in full in July 2024.
While the internet鈥檚 interest in 鈥淚mmune" two years prior was momentarily destabilizing (鈥淭here鈥檚 a meme of Patrick (from 鈥楽pongeBob鈥) coming home to his rock, and there are all these eyes poking out and he goes, 鈥榃ho are you people?鈥 That was what I felt like,鈥 McRae says), its embrace of 鈥淢assachusetts鈥 was confusing for other reasons.
McRae was in the process of making this album, and the snippet she shared felt separate from the narrative she was constructing. Despite an onslaught of comments from listeners asking for the full song, she considered leaving it unreleased or tabling it for much later.
Then she got a huge cosign. 鈥淲hen posted about it, I was like, well, you forced my hand," McRae laughs. 鈥淪o then I changed course.鈥
The solution, she realized, was that 鈥淢assachusetts" 鈥 a song about the specific memories that don't leave you when a relationship ends 鈥 would be the conclusion to the album's story. Cook kept the song's production minimal, centering McRae's vocals and acoustic guitar. 鈥淓very rhythm just reinforces that,鈥 he said. 鈥淭his whole record, I would say, is a lesson in getting out of the way of the song as much as you鈥檙e reinforcing it.鈥
McRae hasn't been able to diagnose exactly why fans online are drawn to certain songs like 鈥淢assachusetts" over others. Cook says it's the same amorphous quality that drives all good music: honesty. 鈥淚 think that the beauty of authenticity is it鈥檚 just so powerful that you don鈥檛 know why,鈥 he said.
In any case, McRae has worked to keep her brushes with internet fame from swaying her creative process. 鈥淓very decision I鈥檓 making about this is like, 鈥楧o I want this?鈥 And 鈥業s this going to be a good move for my career?鈥欌 she said. 鈥淏ecause eventually, no matter what I do, the viral moment passes.鈥
But fans' reactions have helped her recognize what makes her deeply personal songs relatable 鈥 especially as she, too, considers the project with fresh ears and new perspective ahead of an upcoming tour.
鈥淲hen you鈥檙e going through something difficult, intellectually, you know you鈥檙e not the first person to whom it鈥檚 happened. But it feels that way," McRae said. 鈥淩evisiting it now 鈥 one or two or three years after having written the song 鈥 I have an appreciation for how, like, of course people are going to have these songs resonate with them. Because of course I鈥檓 not the only person who鈥檚 gone through these feelings.鈥