LONDON (AP) 鈥 The former Scottish leader in office during the COVID-19 pandemic choked up Wednesday as she admitted to a public inquiry into the outbreak that she sometimes doubted whether she wanted to be first minister at such a consequential time.
Nicola Sturgeon told the United Kingdom鈥檚 that she sometimes felt 鈥渙verwhelmed by the scale of what we were dealing with,鈥 particularly at the start of the pandemic in the first half of 2020. Although Scotland is part of the U.K., its government has powers over matters relating to public health.
鈥淚 was the first minister when the pandemic struck,鈥 she said in Edinburgh. 鈥淭here鈥檚 a large part of me wishes that I hadn鈥檛 been, but I was, and I wanted to be the best first minister.鈥
Sturgeon, 53, became first minister in 2014 after Scotland voted to remain part of the U.K. in a referendum and was in office until .
Sturgeon won numerous plaudits for her handling of the pandemic. She was widely seen to have been on top of things, and clear in her public pronouncements, especially when compared to former U.K. Prime Minister Boris Johnson, who led policy in England and who late last year.
The U.K. suffered one of the worst COVID-related death tolls during the pandemic, with around 235,000 deaths. Scotland鈥檚 death toll stands at more than 18,000
However, Sturgeon's reputation has taken a battering over the past few months, especially in the wake of over a police investigation into the finances of the governing, pro-independence Scottish 好色tv Party. She hasn't been charged and insists she has done nothing wrong.
Sturgeon's standing has been further dented by the recent revelation that her WhatsApp messages had been deleted, which has led to questions about her trustworthiness.
She admitted to the inquiry that she deleted WhatsApp messages but insisted that she didn鈥檛 use informal messaging such as WhatsApp to make decisions.
鈥淒uring the pandemic I did not make extensive use of informal messaging and certainly did not use it to make decisions,鈥 she said.
While Sturgeon conceded that WhatsApp had become 鈥渢oo common鈥 within the Scottish government, Sturgeon said she exchanged WhatsApps with no more than a 鈥渉andful鈥 of people, and wasn't a member of any groups.
She said she deleted messages in line with official advice that messages could be comprised if a phone was lost or stolen, and that 鈥渟alient鈥 points were all recorded on the corporate record.
The former first minister said she had 鈥渁lways assumed there would be a public inquiry鈥 and apologized for any lack of clarity at a public briefing in August 2021 where she said her WhatsApps would be handed over despite knowing they had already been deleted.
Last week, Sturgeon's successor as first minister, Humza Yousaf, offered an 鈥渦nreserved鈥 apology for the Scottish government鈥檚 鈥渇rankly poor鈥 handling of requests for WhatsApp messages. He has announced an external review into the government鈥檚 use of mobile messaging.
The inquiry is divided into four so-called modules, with the current phase focusing on political decision-making around major developments, such as the timing of lockdowns. Though the devolved governments in Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland had policy independence, the U.K. as a whole often moved as one, especially when it came to lockdown decisions.
, led by retired Judge Heather Hallett, is expected to take three years to complete, though interim assessments are set to be published.
Johnson agreed in late 2021 to hold a public inquiry after heavy pressure from bereaved families, who have been particularly angry at the evidence emerging about his actions.
The lawyer representing the Scottish Covid Bereaved group, Aamer Anwar, said Sturgeon had delivered a 鈥減olished performance鈥 but that his clients were 鈥渄eeply unsatisfied鈥 with the explanations around the deletion of WhatsApp messages.
He said the group is considering calling for a criminal investigation into the actions of the former first minister and others.
